Discoveries..

OK for years I have been dominant with no room for me receiving pain or in any way submissive, not even trying to explore that side of me after bad experiences put me off.

And so to my discovery six months ago that to my utter surprise it is something not only good and pleasing but something I really enjoy and the pleasures elicited from my body by my boyfriend have been many!

So today I will send my mind back and tease myself with the memories of that first night........

I had invited him over for a meal and any other possiblities he wished to explore with me..we had been friends of a sort for years but due to past involvements never been able to have fun together so this night I planned on seeing if the flirtatious attraction that had been happening online since we were both single was just something substantial or not.

So he arrived late one evening..around 9 or so and as soon as he walked in the door I wanted him, his green eyes, sexy promising smile and voice melting me completely, so was just a case of discovering if the feeling was mutual and the fact he had driven for 2 hours just to come over for a meal spoke volumes.

So a fantastic meal was eaten with a glass of wine apiece and Repo the opera was watched..then we moved into the other room so I could have a cigarette and we talked until almost 3am where noting the time I pointed out it was time to crash out.  So I showed him where he could sleep in the living room and then we had a hug goodnight and i walked away..and got as far as the door before I turned around and went back for another then whilst held in his embrace I looked up in those wonderful eyes of his and offered myself to him as I stole a kiss as he looked so surprised..at which time he applied himself to showing me he felt the same attraction I felt and I was engulfed in him..his strong arms wrapped around me tightly, his kisses becoming almost bruising and the scent of him spicey with the cologne he was wearing!

K being bald meant no hair to play with but I found much fun was to be had by driving my nails into the flesh at the back of his neck and using that instead to find him repeating the same action on myself which I enjoyed and so slowly with use of teeth, nails and fingers we started to play with such an abandon I had never known before..and I realised I trusted him and so began my surrender to him. Finally we started to remove each others clothes..just the top half giving me his nipples to work my way too and I soon discovered that I could bring forth from him such gasps as I was used to from tweaking and pulling the tips of them with my nails, then when i stopped to check he was still fine with my play I was suddenly finding it hard to stand as he lowered his mouth to kiss, nibble and finally bite my breasts as though they were a fruit to be enjoyed! Finally he slowly made his way to my nipples and with me almost begging he took one in his mouth whilst toying with the other with his fingertips and nails!! There and then I was in a dizzying feeling of pain and pleasure that left me almost upset when he stopped to bring his lips back to mine and to hold me against him in that firm embrace and looking at him all weak kneed i suggested a move to the sofa...whereupon we removed shoes and continued our play and discovery until I was ready to demand to be taken there and then so taking a deep calming breath I stood up, pulled him to his feet and coyly suggested that my bed was far more comfortable and led him to my room :D

We stood up there enjoying each others closeness for a few minutes before undressing each other slowly and I felt his smile against my lips when he discovered I was wearing those pretty burlesque panties with the ruffle across the bottom, and so soon we were stood naked and for once I did not feel any body issues was happy in my skin still and so I led him to the bed.

With him laid on his back I started with his lips then working my way down his chest I bit, sucked and stroked with nails my way to his nipples which demanded such attentions that I could feel the effects very quickly against my thigh, so with one final tweak I made my way down to his large stiff cock and wrapped my hand around it firmly and slowly started to lick the tip making use of my tongue piercing as well, from there it was fun as I do so enjoy giving head and he is incredibly tasty, afterwards i crawled my way back up his body to be rolled over onto my back as he wanted to return the pleasures upon my body..and oh my god I found he can play me like an instrument..ok I knew I was multiorgasmic but this guy pushed me far beyond what I had experienced before!

The build ups were amazing, the amount of times he slowed me back down when I was on the verge of exploding in orgasm to work me back up again were incredible and almost cruel but oh so sweet when I did finally get the release I was craving..I lost count of the times the word "please" was on my lips as I looked at him something that has never happened before. And so for a few hours he pleasured me over and over again until I was awash with sensation, bruises forming, scratches singing their own songs on my skin and him hot against me..then we curled up together with him wrapped around me to fall into a doze until it was time to be up for the normal day I had ahead.  And yes it was very hard to concentrate and every time I moved I had that pain ache and stretch of muscles and skin that had been used in ways not usual and instead of me complaining it made me grin and even more horny and so as soon as my chores were done I went back to bed to ask him to yet again play me and I him.......