Monday, 31 January 2011

dreamings....

the other morning I woke from a dream that left me feeling very horny, infact I was hot and damp and K was quickly invited to help relieve the ache..still not told him what the dream was about but he did appreciate the result..so whilst I can still remember most of it I will write it down and share....

Setting..we are in a fetish club already going well, plenty of people everyone in a fine mood my master in a very fine mood and looking very dapper as is his style when we are out...I am dressed in corset, short bustle skirt, heels finished off with me on a leash!

We eventually make our way to the dungeon and a bench is free..I am in a silly mood, being bratty and full of giggles so I am taken over by K and put over it, skirt raised and he proceeds to spank my ass, only response he gets are more giggles and downright brattishness..he spanks harder to no avail and tells me one more giggle and he gets in help..I giggle..so he orders me not to move a muscle and walks off...and comes back with a house master obviously explaining the situation..whereupon as K looks on I get spanked by someone I cannot even try to wheedle around..yet still I giggle!

They meet at my ass and discuss my naughtiness and decide more intense actions are needed so pulled up by K by my hair I am led to a St Andrews cross and have my wrists manacled above my head and my ankles are spread and shackled! My skirt is removed and I have my ass flogged by both of them taking turns..yet still I can raise a giggle..so K removes my corset freeing my breasts for all to see and I cannot wrap my arms around them..he then pinches my nipples hard as I feel the fire of a whip across my shoulders then it is worked down to the back of my thighs and back up again.

Yet still through the yelps and moans I can giggle so K reaches for a cane and stripes me thoroughly for all to see I am a mix of sobs and moans, loving every moment but so very humiliated/embarrassed that so many see me breaking..I hold up my chin and manage another giggle for him....

my leash is grabbed by him and wrapped around his hand..the house master then hands him a very stiff leather paddle and puts clamps on my nipples which are tightened harshly and K spanks me HARD until I can no longer breath straight, my breaths are just ragged sobs and can't even smile nevermind giggle..all I want to do is curl up and beg forgiveness. So broken.

He sees this and lets me down and takes me to the quiet area to gather myself and have a drink and he strokes me and tells me how now I am very good girl, how wonderful I was up there........


I am not sure where this dream came from, I have never dreamt of myself in this type of scenario before..though the more I think of it I do not think it out of the realms of future possibilities...

humiliation......

Oh how he reminded me how he owns me utterly..and so the tale that goes with the new piccy :D

With all the confusion with back forth to each other places and his move in my neck to wrist restraint had gone missing but was found again and so with it back in the toybox I showered, lit candles, made sure his favourite toys, floggers etc were on hand and waited for him to join me in the bedroom, which he did with that grin that promises me such wicked things.

First things first I got to do was tweak and play and arouse his interest as I crawled up the bed and over him to then have my mouth and throat fucked hard and deep till I was almost to raw to speak. Then I was told to sit up whereupon he fastened me tightly into my restraint with my arms cinched higher than before.  I was then laid facedown across the bed so my face was off the edge and then my punishments for being a brat commenced.  The new suede flogger I bought him for our anniversary has sealed ends that sting like knots but don't bruise and with enough force I found out this night felt like they cut the skin and raise some fine but deep welts which I still felt the next day.
Alternating between the flogger, the long leather tongue type thing, his hand and nails he brought forth a melody of whimpers, yelps, moans, sobs and pleas from my lips and once he had turned my porclain white skin bright cherry red from shoulder to thighs he flipped me over and turned me lengthways on the bed eliciting more moans as my welts were very very tender :D

He then blindfolded me, put bamboo thai nipple clamps on my very erect nipples and the went to work on them, flicking one, biting the other, sometimes twisting the clamps, sometimes pulling..playing those engorged nubs until I felt I could take no more then he played some more....and more.

Then he decided it was time for the hot wax something new for me..and so the soy candle was held above my quivering skin, the smell of it exciting and scaring me at the same time...each droplet was an explosion of pleasure and pain and whilst flinching from the shock my body craved more and he gave more and more, whilst still reaching for a clamp to remind my nipples that they were his toys.

He then decided I would make an excellent candle holder and so he placed the candle on my pelvic area, right on my freshly shaved flesh, and with my legs still bent up he ordered me not to move as he walked round the bed admiring his handiwork and took a couple of pictures!

This was me feeling totally humiliated and realising I loved it, it was where I wanted to be, all I wanted and all I do want is to please him however he wishes, to lay there and know I am utterly owned..to know that my punisments are deserved, to feel the glow when I hear "good girl" :D